Begadang Karena Taylor Swift

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Seingatku, kopi di kafe Zuhs tadi siang ngga strong-strong amat, lebih strong kopi di 105 atau Pungu, tapi here I am, 1:30 AM in the morning and widely awake. Okay, but if there's somebody to blame, let's blame Taylor Swift's latest release 'All Too Well 10-minutes Version'. Yes, she's definitely the craziest queen of all time.... ANYWAYS,

Seriusan, aku baru nonton 'All Too Well 10-minutes Version' dan baru tahu tentang cerita itu. I mean, aku tahu Taylor once dated Jake tapi ngga tahu soal detilnya; the age gap, the mistreated, and all. Taylor selalu menampik bahwa lagunya tentang seseorang khusus, dia hanya bilang lagu ini untuk fans-nya, swifties. AND IT HAPPENS TO BE ALL OF US CAN RELATE SO MUCH ABOUT THE STORY T____T I love you Tay.

Singkatnya, lagu itu cerita tentang hubungan romansa antara seorang gadis muda dengan seorang lelaki yang usianya lumayan beda jauh. Kalau pakai teori Taylor-Jake, maka perbedaan usianya sekitar 9 tahun. Si gadis jatuh cinta begitu dalam dengan si laki, tapi si laki punya problem with commitment and apparently he's just not really into her.... SEDIH.

"You kept me like a secret while I kept you like an oath"

Yah intinya begitu ya bund...

Dan yes, aku mungkin salah satu fan Taylor yang punya cerita agak nyerempet. Makanya bisa relate, dan makanya sekarang ngga bisa tidur. Yes thank you this is Monday btw I have to go to my office in like, 6,5 hours...

Have you ever love someone so deep, you imagined how future will be with her/him?

But at the same time, you know it's like looking through the eye of the needle?

Yup. No fun. No hope.

Too late to realize that my feeling was wasted.

And when I did, I knew I have devastated.